M.U.M

Dear M.U.M

M - Mum … You are the Queen of my Heart
O - Only You know how to make things right
T - There’s no telling how much Joy you bring
H - Heaven knows your endless Love is so assuring
E - Even though I seldom express all My Life
R - Rest assured you’re my reason to Survive

S.H.E.L.Y

S - She’s a dear friend … one of a kind

H - Her smile makes my day … all the stress fades away

E - Everything about her is a wonder … there’s no one quite like her

L - Lively is what I feel whenever she’s with me

Y - Years from now I’ll see her again … being friends we shall remain

How Do I Love Thee

I love the way you Look at me 

Your eyes tell me a Beautiful Story 

You are The Only One for me 

I love the way you Smile at me 

It makes me feel so Carefree

No more anxiety ... No Worry 

I love the way you Talk to me

Soft, Sweet and ever so Friendly 

Your words are simply Lovely

I love the way you Care for me 

With Tender Love that pleases me 

Your Gracefulness is Extraordinary 

I love the way you Touch me 

Warm and Gentle … it’s so comfy 

Your Affection deeply moved me

I love the way you Hold my hand 

Your Soft Hands gently clasp mine 

The Two of Us becomes One 

I love the way we Walk together 

Hand in hand, Close to one another 

So In Love, for Now And Forever 

I love the way you Love me 

Full of Passion, Desire and Ecstasy 

Your love truly Electrify me 

I love the way we Say Goodnight 

Soft Kisses on the lips and a Gentle Bite 

So Amazing, so good … so right 

I love the way we Sleep at night 

Embrace in each other’s arms so tight 

Warm and Cozy Snug till the morning light 

I Love Everything that you do to me 

Simple Little Things make me Happy
With You is where My Heart will always be

I'll Be Your Everything ...

I’ll Be Your Best Friend 

The one who holds your hand I’ll be true and never pretend

I’ll Be Your Companion 

The one who truly concern I’m always there whenever you turn 

I’ll Be Your Ears 

The one who washes away your tears 

I’ll fill your heart with joy and happiness 

I’ll Be Your Eyes 

The one who helps you get by 

I’ll be someone you can always rely 

I’ll Be Your Shoulder 

The one who holds you so dear 

In my arms you feel no fear 

I’ll Be Your Bodyguard 

The one who looks after your heart 

I'll make sure no one tear it apart 

I’ll Be Your Lover 

The one who satisfies your hunger 

We’ll be happy together forever 

I’ll Be Your Man 

The one who loves you till the end 

Beside you is where I stand 

I’ll Be Your Soulmate 

The one who’s willing to wait 

There’s never a moment too late 

I'll Be Your Valentine 

I’ll Be Yours … You’ll Be Mine 

We'll last till the end of time.

She's A Super Woman ...

She’s a Great Friend

Who always lends a hand
Helping others to understand

She’s a Gifted Colleague
Who reaches to those in needs 

There’s more to life indeed

She’s a Wonderful Companion 

With pleasant conversation
Her words are an inspiration

She’s a Caring Mother
With compassion for each other 

Her love touches one another

She’s an Elegant Lady
With a charming personality
Her words are so lovely

She’s a Super Woman
Who makes everyone sees
Beyond one could possibly be

This is dedicated to a wonderful someone who is a “Super Woman” in her own way … Happy Birthday “Lara Dean”.

Time to Say Goodbye ...

I hear the ticking of time passing by
Three painful months have gone by
No final words or last goodbye
Only memories to get me by

I feel sorrow and endless pain
Hurtful words linger in my head
There’s nothing left to be said
What I once felt is now dead

I see emptiness inside me
By myself as I chose to be
No more us … no more we
All I see is just plain me

I sense everything is now gone
It’s time for me to finally move on
No looking back or feeling regret
Certain things are meant to forget

“Time will Heal the Pain and I shall See Beautiful Days again.”

Ayat Ayat Cinta

Apakah kau Ayat-Ayat Cinta ... 

Mainan hati atau ungkapan sahaja 

Pernah sekali ku bermimpi tentangnya 

Bayangannya teramat luar biasa 

Cantiknya kau Ayat-Ayat Cinta ... 

Sesaat sahaja membutakan bicara 

Tiada kata setanding rupanya 

Tiada rupa seindah tutur katanya 

Siapakah kau Ayat-Ayat Cinta ... 

Cahaya matamu menyinari dada 

Bisikan suaramu memikat jiwa 

Kau umpama bidadari syurga 

Wujudkah kau Ayat-Ayat Cinta ... 

Hingga kini tiada susulan ceritanya 

1001 persoalan bermain di kepala 

Bertanyakan misteri kata-katanya 

Dimanakah kau Ayat-Ayat Cinta ... 

Di Selatan atau di Utara? 

Akan ku jejaki seluruh dunia 

Mencari kata-kata hatinya 

Bersedialah kau Ayat-Ayat Cinta ... 

Pencarianku telah pun bermula 

Bakal tiba waktu kita bersama 

Hanya takdir yang menentukannya

Apa Kata Hati ...

Apa Kata Hati ...
Tahun 1996 menemukan kita pertama kali
Naluri Lelaki membuatkan ku ingin dekati
Ungkapan Dua Dunia tiada wujud di hati

Apa Kata Hati ...
Lirikan matamu yang Paling Seksi
Gerak langkahmu seakan Elite G.I.G.
Ooh La La! ... kaulah idola lelaki

Apa Kata Hati ...
Wajahmu berseri Bagaikan Puteri
Kaulah Teman Tapi Mesra lagi
Inikah Cinta namanya di hati?

Apa Kata Hati ...
Tempatmu selalu ku kunjungi
Berulang kali setiap hari
Tiada rasa jemu di hati

Apa Kata Hati ...
Semakin lama kau ku kenali
Semakin dekat rasa di hati
Adakah kau yang ku cari?

Apa Kata Hati ...
Tahun 1999 memisahkan kita pertama kali
Tak Ku Duga kau ingin menyendiri
Adakah salah ku sendiri?

Apa Kata Hati ...
Tahun 2000 kau Pulang Kembali
Mengubati Ruang Rindu di hati
Tiada terkata riangnya hidup ini

Apa Kata Hati ...
Tahun 2001 kau pergi buat kedua kali
Asyik tertanya-tanya diriku ini
Apakah aku yang bersalah lagi?

Apa Kata Hati ...
Pinta doaku buat saban hari
Tolong Jangan Pisahkan kami
Kaulah Segalanya di hati

Apa Kata Hati ...
Setelah 7 tahun kau menyepi
11 Januari 2008 baru kau kembali
Kaulah hadiah terbaik di hari jadi

Apa Kata Hati ...
Setelah wajahmu dapat ku tatapi
Suaramu membuaiku berulang kali
Kaulah yang paling memahami

Apa Kata Hati ...
Bertahun lamanya baru ku mengerti
Takkan Ada Cinta di dalam hati
Hanya sayang terpendam selama ini

Apa Kata Hati ...
Baru 4 bulan kita mula meniti
Kasih Tercipta ini terputus kembali
Tamparan katamu mengguris hati

Apa Kata Hati ...
Dewi bukannya Dealova yang ku mimpi
Percayalah ... bukan Dia yang ku nanti
Hanya Kau yang terpahat di hati

Apa Kata Hati ...
Sekian lama ku selami
Akhirnya baru ku sedari
Semua ini salah diriku sendiri

Apa Kata Hati ...
Andai Ku Tahu kesudahannya begini
Takkan ku curah segala emosi
Ku rela pendam semuanya di hati

Apa Kata Hati ...
Hancur sudah hatimu dilukai
Ternyata aku bukan baik hati
Ku Mohon ... Maafkan diriku ini

Apa Kata Hati ...
Sebulan sudah tiada kau hubungi
Teringin sungguh ku ulangi
Kenangan Terindah di bulan Januari

Apa Kata Hati ...
Kemana saja langkahku pergi
Bayanganmu sentiasa di sisi
Perpisahan ini amat pilu sekali

Apa Kata Hati ...
Teringin sekali kau ku dakapi
Wajahmu ingin ku tatapi
Buat kali terakhir sekali

Apa Kata Hati ...
Setiap detik ... setiap hari
Tiada rasa dapat menandingi
Kekesalan yang tersemat di hati

Apa Kata Hati ...
Belaian Jiwa menghantui diri
Perit rasanya hidup sebegini
Mampukah aku bertahan lagi?

Apa Kata Hati ...
Ternyata Aku Bukan Untukmu lagi
Bukan Diriku yang kau senangi
Biarpun hanya sebagai teman sejati

Apa Kata Hati ...
Berhenti Berharap diri ini
My Heart akan ku bawa pergi
Bersama Kekasih Gelapku sendiri

Apa Kata Hati ...
Kini ku hanya Menghitung Hari
Mana tahu ... Mungkin Nanti
Kesalahanku bakal kau maafi

Apa Kata Hati ...
Semua Tentang Kita tiada bererti lagi
Atas Nama Cinta ku melepaskan kau pergi
Pergilah Sayang ... ku merelakan semua ini

Apa Kata Hati ...
Setelah 12 tahun lamanya kita harungi
Terpaksa jua ku ucapi kata-kata ini
Salam Terakhir buat kau yang disayangi

Apa Kata Hati ...
Sebelum kakiku melangkah pergi
Izinkan Ku pinta terakhir sekali
Biarlah Rahsia epilog Cinta ini

Apa Kata Hati ...
Tak Sanggup ku Terlalu Cinta lagi
Hati Ini tiada terdaya lagi
Vida kini tiada bernyawa lagi

Apa Kata Hati ...
I'm Sorry Goodbye adalah realiti
Takkan terjawab soalan di hati
Bisakah aku bertemu Destiny ?

< Apa Kata Hati Naz ... >

XOXO

Moron in Me

Dear Woman, 

I never thought last Sunday was a Wake Up Call for me. No matter how much I Won’t Go Home that night, the truth finally speaks itself … Nothing Lasts Forever. 

All these years, I keep coming Back At Your Door and it Makes Me Wonder if I really Fell In Love With You. I finally realized that it was only an infatuation … I love you as a friend instead. Fear not, what we shared during our weekend rendezvous will remain a Secret. 

There’s no doubt that I’m the reason our friendship is Falling Apart. Trust me, it’s Harder To Breathe knowing that I’ll Never See Your Face Again. I’m not saying it’s Better That We Break. The truth is, I’m still not Through With You. 

This may not be the Sweetest Goodbye but it would be for the best. For what it’s worth, you’re the best friend I’ve ever had … you accept me for who I really am and I cherish that for life. 

Someday … I Will Be Loved. I’m sorry for everything. Take care …

- Not a girl, not a Woman -

< M5 >

Emancipation of Me ...

Jacques Pierre Theory 

E = M - (M’E’) 

Where :

E = Emancipation 

M = Me 

M’ = MyBaby 

E’ = 'Elle Dee' (Lara Dean)

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Dear Elle Dee, 

I’m sorry if I ever Say Something to indicate that I Still Believe We Belong Together. My, All I’ve Ever Wanted was to Be There … Anytime You Need A Friend. 

For The Record, I wished for an ‘us’ but I gave up after you left to give MyBaby a chance. 

Bye Bye … I Wish You Well. 

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Dear MyBaby, 

You used to Touch My heart with your Emotions Whenever You Call … I was your Hero for those special moments. You made me believed We Belong Together but it seemed that You Don’t Remember when I said Don’t Forget About Us. I once told myself that you will Always Be My Baby but it turned out to be a Fantasy. 

Do You Know Where we’re going to? I certainly don’t have a clue. Without You, Everything Fades Away and I’ve to give you up even if I still Can’t Let Go. I Don’t Wanna Cry … I just want to Make It Through The Rain and cease the pain. 

Hasta La Vista MyBaby … Last Kiss 4U. 

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Dear Me, 

Love Takes Time … It’s Like That. You’ll be together with your Dream Lover One Sweet Day. She may be a Heartbreaker years ago but she’s all you ever have that makes you want to Stay In Love. She’s that special someone whom you would love to call Sweetheart or just plain Honey … 

Do what it takes to realize this Vision of Love into a Love Story Someday. You can Make It Happen When You Believe in yourself. Never Forget You are your own Hero …

C’est La Vie

MyBaby n Me ...

The first time I saw MyBaby 

MyBaby looks so pretty 

I can't resist looking at MyBaby 

Each time I glance at MyBaby 

Her sweet smile greets Me 

MyBaby never fail to amaze Me 

Whenever I talk to MyBaby 

Her kind words comfort Me 

With MyBaby is where I want to be 

Wherever I go with MyBaby 

Everyone looks queerly at Me 

They wonder why MyBaby likes Me 

Spending time with MyBaby 

Makes Me extremely happy 

My days no longer feel empty 

There's nothing about MyBaby 

That makes Me feel uneasy 

Everything about MyBaby pleases Me 

Anytime MyBaby needs Me 

I'm there to care for MyBaby 

I can't see MyBaby in agony 

Sometimes I buy gift for MyBaby 

To show how much MyBaby means to Me 

I just can't stop loving MyBaby 

At times MyBaby is mad at Me 

For taking things too seriously 

It's only moments before MyBaby forgives Me 

There's something about MyBaby 

That always drives Me crazy 

Until today it's still a mystery 

One day I share secrets with MyBaby 

It takes time but MyBaby still accepts Me 

Only then I trust no one but MyBaby 

Now MyBaby has to leave Me 

But I can't let MyBaby see 

Deep inside I'm in total misery 

I want MyBaby to stay with Me 

I can't live without MyBaby 

I wish MyBaby comes back to Me 

MyBaby said she'll miss Me 

I can't help but cried with MyBaby 

Now I know MyBaby cares for Me 

I'm sorry if I was unfaithful to MyBaby 

I never meant to hurt MyBaby intentionally 

MyBaby ... please forgive Me 

I pray that MyBaby stays happy 

In my heart is where MyBaby will be 

All I ask is MyBaby to remember Me 

Take care MyBaby 

Fear not MyBaby 

'WE' will survive ... trust Me 

I miss you MyBaby 

I love you MyBaby 

'WE' = MyBaby + Me

Valentine, Valentine … Wherefore art thou Valentine?

The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face ... You Took My Heart Away 

That Vision Of You remains in my mind until today

Beautiful Girl ... you're a Masterpiece of art 

You Paint My Love right from the start 

I've Been Waiting For You All My Life 

Your Love Is the only thing that keeps me alive 

I've loved you since The First Time I saw you 

Everyday I Love You ... This I Promise You 

You Come To My Senses all along 

Right By Your Side is where I belong 

I can't help but Dreaming Of You all the while 

Memory of you makes the dream worthwhile 

My Heart says that you're My Boo 

My Baby You ... I Just Can't Stop Loving You 

Dewi ... I Miss You so much my dear 

I Still Believe that We Belong Together 

All I Ask Of You is You Must Love Me 

There'll be A Time For Us someday ... You'll See 

With or Without You ... I will Wait For You 

I Love You and I'll Stand By You 

I'll be Kissing You one fine day 

Ready Or Not ... I'll do it my way 

Angel of Mine ... you're so divine 

Would you be My Valentine? 

I Adore Me Amor ... Tu Amor 

Ne Me Quitte Pas ... A Puro Dolor

'We' ... or just 'Me'

Where have 'We' been? 

... or 'We' should never be seen. 

Where are 'We' going? 

... or 'We' don't know what we're doing. 

Do 'We' still exist? 

... or there's something that I miss. 

Are 'We' drifting apart? 

... or 'We' should never start. 

Are 'We' still together? 

... or 'We' should look for another. 

Should 'We' stay? 

... or 'We' rather fade away. 

Are 'We' ending? 

... or there's no 'We' from the beginning.

You Put a Spell on Me

You Put a Spell on Me ... 

I used to be happy 

Now misery loves me 

You Put a Spell on Me ... 

I used to have a dream 

Now I've lost the esteem 

You Put a Spell on Me ... 

I used to feel what love is 

Now I don't know what it is 

You Put a Spell on Me ... 

I used to think a world about us 

Now I don't know where it leads us 

You Put a Spell on Me ... 

I used to adore you 

Now I hardly fancy you 

You Put a Spell on Me ... 

I used to care for everybody 

Now no one can stand me 

You Put a Spell on Me ... 

I used to live my life 

Now it's a struggle to survive

I Said ... She Said

I said “Hey there … how was your day?” 

She said “Please go away” 

I said “What’s wrong?” 

She said “Nothing. Just move along” 

I said “Come on, what’s on your mind?” 

She said “I just need time to unwind” 

I said “Is there anything I can do?” 

She said “It’s ok … no thank you!” 

I said “I’m there if you need me” 

She said “Yeah right, we’ll see!!” 

I said “Hey … I really mean what I said” 

She said “Sorry. It’s just things not looking good ahead” 

I said “No matter what I’m with you” 

She said “I wish no one knew” 

I said “We do make mistake” 

She said “It’s something that I can’t forsake” 

I said “I wish I could help in some way” 

She said “All I could do now is pray” 

I said “It probably need more time” 

She said “I hope it won’t take a lifetime” 

I said “Don’t worry … things will be okay” 

She said “Thank you so much for making my day” 

I said “Take care …” 

She said “Thanks for being there”

B-Day N.U.R.U.L

N - Nurul is her name … Beauty is her fame

U - Urbane is her character … Simply Elegant like no other

R - Radiant smile … that last for miles

U - Unbreakable … Unstoppable … She is truly Invincible

L - Lovely and Cheeky … She will always be to Me

Der EnGeL

R - Remember the Times that we Shared

O - One Remarkable thing I shall Never Forget

S - She paints a picture of Life’s Simple Pleasure

H - Her Thoughtfulness is such a Treasure

I - In search of Words, none could ever Measure

L - Love and Compassion she has for one another

A - Amazing things are all she’s ever done

W - Wherever she goes, she’s still The One

A - A Friend in need is a friend Indeed

T - These are the Beautiful things about Her

I - Irreplaceable … that’s the Definition of her

The Time For Us

The first time we met

It was a brief casual chat
All she needed was just a teabag

The first time we exchanged glance
Almost left me in a trance
Intense was how it ends

The first time she touched my arm
There was no slight of alarm
Must be her beautiful charm

The first time she gave me a hug
It wasn’t a real snug
Just to show how she was bugged

The first time we walked together
We burst into laughter
On the way to satisfy our hunger

The first time she held onto my shoulder
Her heels entangled with one another
Should’ve offered my hands to hold her

The first time we dine
She looks so divine
Her words blew out my mind

The first time I looked into her eyes
There was no disguise
Only sparkles … no lies

The first time we shared our past
It wasn’t a blast or even aghast
The feelings somehow didn’t last

The first time I whispered into her ear
It felt kind of queer
Makes me want to disappear

The first time I touched her hand
She was stunned coz I never meant
Just a reaction to situation unplanned

The first time I gently pat her back
I sensed that she was taken aback
I should’ve just instead lay back

The first time I touched her heart
I ended up tore it apart
A sense of regret that will never part

The first time she touched my hand
I could no longer pretend
Just dying inside for the silence to end

The first time we got back along
It didn’t last that long
The feeling was still strong

The first time I touched her face
She was full of grace
Makes me want to embrace

The last time I looked into her eyes
My heart endlessly cries
How could I break her trust

The last time we got together
I made another blunder
Wonder if I have totally lost her

The last time we talked to each other
Her reaction made it very clear
We can never be together

The first time I tried to say goodbye

I couldn’t even look into her eyes
My heart … just won’t tell lies

The first time she said goodbye

My eyes silently cry
My heart slowly die ...

The last moments we spent together
Her final words linger in my ear
I still love her … miss her so dear